I'm Gonna Name My Daughter Karma

For all the times I cried myself to sleep...drowned in sorrow, my heart pained with despair. For all the times I could not see past my suffering. For all times I struggled and prayed to be delivered from shattered dreams...crushed esteem...for all moments I felt isolated and alone...for every bruise...blood...humiliation...longing...betrayal...agony...sadness...

I NOW see, I know NOW...I Now feel...I was being shaped...I was being molded...I was being carved...I was being strengthened, I was being powered...I was being Loved...I was being armored as Warrior of Love.

All to be what I AM NOW.
From deep pain is born deep LOVE.
LOVE is what kept me standing.
LOVE is what I AM.
LOVE endures.

~ Judah Isvaran

“I‘m about to lose my mind, you‘ve been gone for so long”

“What a beautiful mess I’m in
Spending all my time with you
What a sweet addiction that I’m caught up in
Cause I can’t get enough
Can’t stop the hunger for your love
What a beautiful mess I’m in”

[Diamond Rio]

 

“I think he hates me deep down I know he does
He wants to erase me

I keep on runnin keep on runnin and nothing works
I can’t get away from you
I keep on talkin keep on talkin and nothing helps
I can’t stop missing you
 

A couple weeks no talkin I see my baby
I missed ya so damn much
I wish we could start over I told my baby

This what he tells me
I keep on runnin keep on runnin and nothing works
I can’t get away from you
I keep on talkin keep on talkin and nothing helps
I can’t stop missing you” 

[Kid Cudi]

“I'm starting to feel distant again..

So decided just to pick this pen up

And try to make an attempt to vent...

I know some shits so hard to swallow
But I can’t just sit back and wallow

In my own sorrow

But I know one fact 

I'll be one tough act to follow

Don‘t let them say you ain‘t beautiful,
They can all get fucked just stay true to you” 

[Eminem]